You know what happens when you can’t forgive someone but can’t leave them either?  Every day, you hate yourself a little more for being with them because you know you can never get over it.  Everything they do annoys the shit out of you because you can’t stand them.  You don’t even want to be around them and drown your sorrows because it’s easier to do that than it is to leave.  You’re not happy with or without them, but are you at least happy with yourself?  When you are in a toxic relationship, you’ll see that  you’re contributing to it by staying because you can’t deal with leaving, but you also can’t deal with what has happened before, so you find yourself at an impasse.  Caught in between the love you feel for them and the hurt they caused you.  You stay because you love them, but you should leave because you love yourself more.